seMaraKkan cInTa jArak JaUh anDa

saya agak segan dengan entri yang lepas.. *_* . . tapi, takpelar.. itu memang sisi negatif saya . . sekurang-kurangnya rasa ringan sikit kepala pasal kat sini je lar tempat nak meluahkan segala . .

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anyway.. sebab ada kelapangan, aku pergilah minta tolong encik google .. ktorang meeting pasal tajuk ni - ehee.. cinta jarak jauh . . macam2 la tips keluar, aku pun baca lar satu2 kot2 dapat bagi aku idea apa2..

ermm.. ada 3 benda ni macam menarik untuk mana2 couple boleh buat sama2 walaupun tak bersama . .

pertama:  menonton cerita tv / filem yang sama pada waktu yang sama

kedua:  hantar bunga, kek atau surat cinta!

ketiga:  kongsi journal harian melalui blog..

terima kasih & credit kepada blog ini !!

antara ketiga-tiga tu, yang kedua memang tak pernah buat.. terasa nak buat tapi tak sempat2.. bunga & kek kirim kat orang boleh la kot, nak ngepos kang, pejabat pos tak terima pulak, hehehe.. surat cinta?.. maybe...  ermmm.. jadi orang dolu2 kan.. lepas tu boleh kumpul setem.. keh keh keh..

yang pertama - hari tu buat sekali (sebab kebetulan dia free) . . tapi, line maksis pulak buat hal sampai aku ingat dia dah tidur.. tak pasal jadi isu pulak lepas tu.. haishhh

yang ketiga - hmm.. sebab blog ni antara tempat luahan hati, aku harap aku mahupun dia dapat terima apa yang diluahkan oleh pihak masing2.  hidup ni kan penuh dengan kejutan, pahit dan manis,  bagi pihak aku, aku akan cuba tak guna harsh word and akan cuba jadi serasional mungkin, Insya Allah.. 

thank you  again (riezarchry) !

I'm oK wiTh tHat

Sometimes, I've been wondering - do I hire and informer to report to me everything?.. I got a sms and told me this and that like an informer inform his boss.. I got frustrated..  It might because of I am growing up and does not care about where you go, what you do every time, I mean every time!.. one is enough..


"hari ni pagi ni pergi bla bla bla.. lepas tu kalau sempat pergi bla bla bla.. malam pulak lepak bla bla bla".. and confirm balik terus tidur.. penat, tak cukup tidur, tak cukup rehat, rasa nak demam, rasa pening.." 

and  "good night dear... "  I become more frustrated..(and jealous)


Yeah.. it's my bad to fall asleep early every night . . because of what?.. I'm tired of waiting.. and it's my bad for not be 'there' for you.. so, we don't have enough time, together, am I right?.. It's totally my bad..


just enjoy with your friends, no need to inform me, I'm ok with that and I'm truly understand because you need them and I have no right to interfere your social life as me myself don't have anything to offer..as you have many things in your hand, I believe your friends can help you out.. SERIOUSLY I'm ok with that and actually I know where, when and with whom... just don't text me for that.. thank you..


Might be I slowly lost my teman .....

si jealous
 

kiLLing tiMe (A to Z bout me)

just to kill the time.. hehehhe.. (16 February 2012)

A - AVAILABLE: available for hangout - yes! haha.. (and please give me a treat)..

B - BIRTHDAY:  June 3rd

C- CRUSHING ON: hmmm.. still him..

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Plain Water

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my dad, my mum, some close friends, my bro Garfield, k

F - FAVORITE SONG "AT THE MOMENT": aishiteru - zivilia

H - HOMETOWN: Kota Tinggi, Johor

I - IN LOVE WITH: colorful & cheerful thingy, pinky stuff, person that understand me most

J - JUGGLE: ?

K - KILLED SOMEONE: haha.. not yet but had a feeling.. (almost)..

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: kl / puncak alam to hometown.. 5/6 hours driving

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Vanilla / yam

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 5 - I am 2/5

O - ONE WISH:  wanna travel around the world

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: K

R- REASON TO SMILE: should be reason(s) - funny things, the memories...

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: hero - by mariah carey actually my message tone.. hehe

 T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: around 5.30 to 6...

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: ahahaha... (y)

W - WORST HABIT: procrastination / easily getting bored

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY:   body x-rays - medical checkup for continuing study and when i involved in car accident last year

Y - YOYOS ARE: *berbelit-belit

 Z - ZODIAC SIGN: gemini - i got two faces!.. haha

bUntu

tak berapa ingat pulak since when aku dekat johor sejak2 dah jobless ni, lebih kurang akhir bulan January kot.. so, kembali ke rutin suri rumah, masak, mengemas, membasuh, driver so and so.. tak fikir lagi bila nak kembali ke KL or cari kerja area sini jer.. kadang2 memang rasa buntu, tapi hari demi hari berlalu macam tu juga.  betul lar.. hari kan tak menunggu kita..

untuk kes itu.. aku dah cuba dan mencuba lagi . .

rasa kesian sebenarnya kat diri sendiri.. tapi apa nak buat? nak lari lagi?.. sampai bila nak lari?.. lepas tu buat keputusan bodoh lagi.. terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata, haa.. memang buruk la padahnya..